2008年5月13日星期二

YES!

I have been reading books these few days while duty at Kota Damansara site. Im able to calm myself after reading. I miss her a lot, especially when i wake up in the morning. She always being so calm and self protecting when be with me or even after broke up with me. She never reply my text since yesterday, i dunno why.... :p i was hurt this time and i lose in this relationship, so i try to do the best for both of us....
by letting go this relationship, i'd to think of the happy time with her rather than thinking why she did this or why she did that....that always bring me down.....
i know i can be better, so im doing it! YES! thank you.

2008年5月12日星期一

good bye

She broke up with me ler!!!! I received a sms on midnight 07/05/08, she said we should break up.....
the next day was her birthday, i have prepared a lot of surprises for her, but i was so sad after read the text, and i can't sleep for the whole night. I tried to control my emotion that morning, but i can't.... i cannot do my daily job, my respond was slow, i have no idea what i'm doing..... then i cannot stand, i called her and get an answer.... ya, i got the answer, but my heart was broken...
i am suffer for the coming days, i was scared to look at her, to hear her voice, to text her and any thing that relates to her.....
Today, i went to her house and get back everything from her, i think this is the end between us. I'm sad....... i still love her, wondering if she will read this.......
may be this is the best way for both of us, hope i can still keep in touch with her.....
SOH POH, I LOVE YOU!

2008年5月5日星期一

Happy Birthday!

This is my 1st Piano session in my 25 years life, eh..... the song might not sound that nice, and...... the volume control was abit out....but this is a small gift from my heart, i spent a lot of time on it.... i hope you will like it :p HaPpY biRthdAy!

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