YES!

I have been reading books these few days while duty at Kota Damansara site. Im able to calm myself after reading. I miss her a lot, especially when i wake up in the morning. She always being so calm and self protecting when be with me or even after broke up with me. She never reply my text since yesterday, i dunno why.... :p i was hurt this time and i lose in this relationship, so i try to do the best for both of us....
by letting go this relationship, i'd to think of the happy time with her rather than thinking why she did this or why she did that....that always bring me down.....
i know i can be better, so im doing it! YES! thank you.

good bye

She broke up with me ler!!!! I received a sms on midnight 07/05/08, she said we should break up.....
the next day was her birthday, i have prepared a lot of surprises for her, but i was so sad after read the text, and i can't sleep for the whole night. I tried to control my emotion that morning, but i can't.... i cannot do my daily job, my respond was slow, i have no idea what i'm doing..... then i cannot stand, i called her and get an answer.... ya, i got the answer, but my heart was broken...
i am suffer for the coming days, i was scared to look at her, to hear her voice, to text her and any thing that relates to her.....
Today, i went to her house and get back everything from her, i think this is the end between us. I'm sad....... i still love her, wondering if she will read this.......
may be this is the best way for both of us, hope i can still keep in touch with her.....
SOH POH, I LOVE YOU!

Happy Birthday!

This is my 1st Piano session in my 25 years life, eh..... the song might not sound that nice, and...... the volume control was abit out....but this is a small gift from my heart, i spent a lot of time on it.... i hope you will like it :p HaPpY biRthdAy!

Yo!!! My 1st Property!!!

Yo!!! Finally my bank released the balance sum to the lawyer!!! huuh!! i was so worried since i purchased this property.... hahaha! my target is to increase my passive income regularly, it wasn't all about money but also a test for myself, to justify my experiences and ability for the past few years in property line.
I'll do my best to prove my decision is correct, anyway,....should i be sad in debt of RM165k or be proud because of my credibility... i do not know. I feel great!!! however, i never forget my target of year 2008 :- RM40k in my bank account and buy a new car! hahaha!
oh! ya! i realiazed that i was so happy that evening.... nothing special, i thought i have to go to Jusco alone.... and she was so nice to accompany me.......
I miss you........ :D

一个奸女的眼神

她曾经是个四眼妹，随着岁月的成长，她已变成了个大眼妹，虽然她还是没怎么看得见。。。
还记得第一次接触她的眼神，只有一个感觉 – 奸！！！
第一次去吃午餐，不经意地再一次接触到那眼神，才发觉我竟然很喜欢她那奸诈狡猾的眼神。。。
当然，我也开始留意她其它的部分。。。。。但已不重要了，因为我知道只有两条路 （一）我把她给骗过来（二）我被她给骗去了 哈哈！
我曾经是个四眼仔，随着时光流逝，我的眼睛还是一样，但我看得比从前更清楚了。
不晓得我的眼神在她眼里是什么感觉的呢？奸诈？英明还是好色？只有她知道。。。。。

大事不好了！有人受骗了。。。

今早一起床感觉大事不妙了！有好多事得准备，紧张既兴奋的心情让我必须马上洗个澡来冷静自己！只因今晚我约了她，我们的第一次约会。。。在匆忙中赶到了公司上班，想尽办法溜了出去买配备品却买不到。。。我心想老天爷该不会在考验我吧！哼！跟他拼了！好不容易等到下班，马上到礼品店买东西去。

。。。天色暗了下来，万事俱备，只欠东风！等待的时间就像考中五测试前夕，没想到二十五岁了还会如此紧张，他妈的！临出门前，好友说：“ 我好后悔陪你一起疯！丢脸死了！” 我嘴里骂他但心里感激不尽。。。

终于把她载到了现场，她问我：“你很紧张，是吗？” 我只好厚着脸皮答：“是的，我很紧张。” 不管三七二十一，开始了我的计划。。。她很安静，没什么反应。。。我的心开始沉了下来，她还是没答我。。。

三十分钟后。。。我兴奋得快喊了出来！哈哈哈！从此又多了个傻佬。。。她说：“你被我骗了，很快你就会看到我的尾巴了。。。” 我才知道如果被骗是这么甜的，我希望你每天骗我。。。