2008年6月15日星期日

i still miss you, soh poh!

15.06.08
We have been broke up more than a month ler..... i wasn't sleeping well these few days, i was dreaming about you after met you in day time. I thought i can forget about you after some time, hahaha! many times i wanted to call you, or sms you.... i still miss you! Anyway, i won't be sad for can't be with you, but i'm still happy for the one month time with you :p

2008年6月1日星期日

Mount Kinabalu!!!!

16th – 20th May, 2008
TRIP to KOTA KINABALU!!!! YEAH!!!! Hahaha! WoW! An exciting trip, I really enjoyed it very much!

1st day….. We went to water rafting!!!! One week raining before we reached KK, so lucky!!!! 3 of us + another 3 person of guides together we went from the starting point! I was sitting in front of the boat, I like the excitement!!!! Then we tried body rafting, we jumped into the river and followed the water flow to down stream…. Cool!!! They drank a lot of water… hahaha

2nd day….. We went to Pulau Maluku after breakfast, but …. Nothing special there ….. wrong destination…. So we decided to play some water games… named Fly fish….
We all lied on the boat up side down, the boat will fly to 90 degrees when speeding…. I was thrown into the sea and also to left and right side….. we were exhausted until can’t continue to do any other activities. CRAZY!!!!

3rd day….. We start our journey to Mount Kinabalu!!!! We started to climb up from 9.45am, the distance was only 6 km…. so near…. But it took us 5 hours to reach the rest house at the check point before we continue to the peak! The ladders were like unfinished steps…. Suffer man!!! My leg almost cramp at the half way…. Then we stayed at the rest house to rest and recover before the next climbing during mid night. Only 10 degrees there, damn cold! I went to shower, the water wasn’t cold, but enough to kill me!!! I took 5 mins to shower then ran back to room…. I became a cold tube…..

4th day….. we woke up at 1pm, then ate some food, energy bar, chocolate, biscuits….. I wore 2 T-shirts, a wind breaker and another jacket,that’s really cold on the hill. We started climbing at 2.15am, we were going slow as the path was really tough, hard. Everyone was tired, the distance was like so so so far away, we can’t see the end…. On the way, the moon was extremely clear, it looks like a meter from us only, the stars on the sky were blinking and so so so close to us….. WoW! We kept on going, then we heard someone screaming!!!!! We knew that someone was reached the peak, we were about there! It’s motivate us!!! Finally we reached our target, we WERE on the Top of Mount Kinabalu!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Extremely cold here, I’m freezing….. the sky was changing color from blue to orange, then we saw the sun rise….. so beautiful, wonderful view….. worth it, we said to ourselves. :P

5th day…..we woke up like usual, wanna go to breakfast…. But our legs were pain for every single step we walked….. WoW! That’s the price we paid for the sun rise… HAHAHA!

2008年5月13日星期二

YES!

I have been reading books these few days while duty at Kota Damansara site. Im able to calm myself after reading. I miss her a lot, especially when i wake up in the morning. She always being so calm and self protecting when be with me or even after broke up with me. She never reply my text since yesterday, i dunno why.... :p i was hurt this time and i lose in this relationship, so i try to do the best for both of us....
by letting go this relationship, i'd to think of the happy time with her rather than thinking why she did this or why she did that....that always bring me down.....
i know i can be better, so im doing it! YES! thank you.

2008年5月12日星期一

good bye

She broke up with me ler!!!! I received a sms on midnight 07/05/08, she said we should break up.....
the next day was her birthday, i have prepared a lot of surprises for her, but i was so sad after read the text, and i can't sleep for the whole night. I tried to control my emotion that morning, but i can't.... i cannot do my daily job, my respond was slow, i have no idea what i'm doing..... then i cannot stand, i called her and get an answer.... ya, i got the answer, but my heart was broken...
i am suffer for the coming days, i was scared to look at her, to hear her voice, to text her and any thing that relates to her.....
Today, i went to her house and get back everything from her, i think this is the end between us. I'm sad....... i still love her, wondering if she will read this.......
may be this is the best way for both of us, hope i can still keep in touch with her.....
SOH POH, I LOVE YOU!

2008年5月5日星期一

Happy Birthday!

This is my 1st Piano session in my 25 years life, eh..... the song might not sound that nice, and...... the volume control was abit out....but this is a small gift from my heart, i spent a lot of time on it.... i hope you will like it :p HaPpY biRthdAy!

2008年4月23日星期三

Yo!!! My 1st Property!!!

Yo!!! Finally my bank released the balance sum to the lawyer!!! huuh!! i was so worried since i purchased this property.... hahaha! my target is to increase my passive income regularly, it wasn't all about money but also a test for myself, to justify my experiences and ability for the past few years in property line.
I'll do my best to prove my decision is correct, anyway,....should i be sad in debt of RM165k or be proud because of my credibility... i do not know. I feel great!!! however, i never forget my target of year 2008 :- RM40k in my bank account and buy a new car! hahaha!
oh! ya! i realiazed that i was so happy that evening.... nothing special, i thought i have to go to Jusco alone.... and she was so nice to accompany me.......
I miss you........ :D

2008年4月6日星期日

一个奸女的眼神

她曾经是个四眼妹,随着岁月的成长,她已变成了个大眼妹,虽然她还是没怎么看得见。。。
还记得第一次接触她的眼神,只有一个感觉 – 奸!!!
第一次去吃午餐,不经意地再一次接触到那眼神,才发觉我竟然很喜欢她那奸诈狡猾的眼神。。。
当然,我也开始留意她其它的部分。。。。。但已不重要了,因为我知道只有两条路 (一)我把她给骗过来(二)我被她给骗去了 哈哈!
我曾经是个四眼仔,随着时光流逝,我的眼睛还是一样,但我看得比从前更清楚了。
不晓得我的眼神在她眼里是什么感觉的呢?奸诈?英明还是好色?只有她知道。。。。。